Crazy

Had to take mom over to see dad and the dog. What a stressful day. I want to scream, yell, hit him and hug him all at the same time. He's my daddy, good or bad, I love my daddy. I was so upset I couldn't even say anything to him. I know he took that as me being mad, but I was not going to allow him to see me sob. I looked and looked for some sign of remorse for shutting me out of his life, but didn't see anything. That was heartbreaking.

I walked around the neighborhood and sat out in the neighbors yard to give them some privacy. All I kept hearing out of his mouth was, "I told Doris..." and every time I heard that, I had to walk away and cry. How insensitive can you be to constantly remind your wife of 56 years that someone else is now the one he confides in. I almost lost it when I heard him tell her that he has finally found someone to take care of him! WTF?!? Are you serious? Get real.

Through it all, mom has remained strong and caring as I would expect because she has more class on her little finger nail than dippy doris ever will. Or me for that matter!